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| Because even if out of focus, the light is still beautiful. |
It was a rough start after you left.
Hot tears against my cheeks as I turned the opposite direction from you.
A part of my soul detached.
A dark cloud not welcomed hovered near.
Sleep was restless.
Dogs restless.
Cleaning helped but still there were tears.
I always enjoyed my alone time.
But this time was different.
My heart hurt in a twisted twist of overly dramatic girly movie proportions.
Today I found peace.
I took those way too melodramatic emotions and harnessed them into my power.
40 minutes of chanting OM Hareem and checking in with each of the 108 mala beads.
I felt a surge of electricity as thunder rolled nearby and winds started to dance with the trees.
I felt alive in old ways.
Ancient.
Black raven wings.
Glistening in pink iridescence.
Enveloping my body and strengthening my spirit.
Yes.
I miss you so much.
I adore you without reason.
I love you with more than my heart will ever allow.
But today I loved myself too.
Thank you self.
Thank you.
I love you.
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