Really enjoying the grey days again.
It has been sunny and gorgeous fall weather here on the coast.
But thankfully some of the grey has come back to play.
So what would you do when thunderstorms loomed and fat rain drops fell from the sky?
Play on the beach all evening!!
I'm feeling a little melancholy with the thought of packing up and moving again so soon.
We really have enjoyed living here.
And we were just getting up and going with jobs.
But whatcha gonna do when you can't find a more reasonably priced rental or even buy a house?
Ya gotta go where the wind takes you.
Where the waves lull your mind.
I was dreaming of wildflower fields this morning.
Coffee and yoga.
Dogs running for miles.
Wellness.
Good vibes.
Maybe we will create a retreat venue of sorts someday.
Or I'll have a wildflower farm?
I'm a little lost on direction these days.
A lot of balls in the air.
Either way.
It's a fun ride and fuck it, I'm enjoying the hell out of it.
I've been dealing with a lot of turmoil in my head lately.
Trying to find a place to live.
Trying to budget smart.
Trying to live a happy life.
My problem.
Trying not to worry.
Fuck that and just stop worrying.
It makes me sick when I do.
When I think of the long list of shit to do.
Fuck that list.
I'm going to listen to classical music.
Sip my organic butter coffee with marine collagen and MCT oil.
And enjoy my day off.
Oh and go to the store for tampons, laundry soap and dog food.
Again.
Because after a duck round up with my neighbor.
And a trip to the general store only to realize they don't open until 9:30AM (it was 9AM).
Still gotta adult a little on the day off.
LOL
hormones.
yep.
That's what this post should be more appropriately geared towards.
I'm moody and the grey skies make me happy.
So fuck you.
And just be wavy.
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