Wishing for...
sleep
comfort
happiness
It's not easy right now.
There are moments that creep up when I just want to say fuck it all.
Life sucks a lot right now.
Where there used to be sweet moments and I love yous.
These are filled with heavy and vacant voids.
Needing space.
Both of us.
Needing to heal.
It. is. so. hard.
Right now I take the moments I can get.
The bits that are happy.
Savor those and try not to get weighed down by the rest.
He once called me a diamond.
So it's time for me to find my shine again.
As lame as that sounds.
But really.
I want us to enjoy life.
So how do I get him to get out of his head.
And not ruin his moments.
Our moments.
Wishing for healthier, happier days.
Wishing...
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