Morning wake up is in the teens.
13 degrees this morning.
Holy crap.
This central Texas gal is adjusting.
We have morning snuggle sessions and have such a hard time getting out of bed.
No central A/C and Heat means I gotta get my cold ass out of bed and start the fire.
The job search still looms over me.
I hate it.
I hate job searching.
Josh's heel is healing.
LOL
He has started to put pressure on it and will continue to walk more normal again.
Hopefully he will start work again soon.
Hopefully he still has a job...
6 weeks of rehab.
God I hope he still has a job.
Spotify is sucking this morning.
I'm about to go back to classical.
I keep thinking about NOLA.
This time for the past few years my Ex and I would take a trip for our birthdays.
This year I found out he's taking a lady with him.
To our birthday spot.
Just sucks.
I'm happy he has someone to celebrate with.
But damn.
Taking her to our spot.
It just hurts.
Yeah.
Spotify sucks.
Classical it is.
Listening to lullabies.
I need something soothing.
Not cheesy.
Not pop.
Not some whiny teen crying about shit they don't know.
Hey I'm almost 40.
I know some shit.
Anyway.
This post is all over the place.
I just needed to write I guess.
Looking for direction.
Missing my friends.
Hoping Josh gets well soon.
A little depressed.
Wanting another puppy.
I bought a bra.
It's only been over a year...
Jeez.
I need a hair cut too.
It's been 8 months.
Blah.
Ok.
The birds are out today.
Dahlia is licking the ice that won't melt on the patio because it's so fucking cold.
People in NM aren't as nice as OR.
I miss Oregon.
I miss the sound of the ocean.
I miss the lush green landscape.
The air, thick with moisture.
Here it is dry.
Intense.
Magical.
Sunrise and Sunset are spectacular.
But damn the people are mostly assholes.
And they sure as hell drive like assholes.
Just last week I was honked at because I wouldn't turn left while cars were zooming by.
Fucker.
LOL
I was headed to an interview too.
Whom I haven't heard back from and it's been 8 days.
She said she always calls everyone back to let them know.
I hear crickets.
I miss my walks with Noah.
He was the best dog to walk.
I miss my hikes with Josh.
We hiked all over Austin and parts of Central Texas.
I hope once he is better we can start exploring again.
I love our casita but I'm feeling lost and need a refresher.
Ok.
Rambling is done.
Staying wavy always.
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